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Category Archives: Unrequite

unshackled darkness

love. lust.

how you hunger for my body, my soul..

it drives you mad, knowing you’re so close to me.

yet not entirely.

you want me, you can have me.

what more do you need.

i have given freely all i am.

but it seems you want more.

i am a naked spirit before you.

i have you all the time.

all you have to do is choose.

i will be yours completely.

please make me yours.

nothing held back.

why aren’t you satisfied.

i’ve sacrificed all for you.

you see before you a bare body.

it wants to love you and does the only way it knows how.

but it’s not enough.

failure. loss.

oh, the ache deep down suffocates my soul

taking the light out.

only darkness remains.


the inevitable tide

your shadow haunts me, making me crazy

i need you so desperately

my body and soul aches for you

your caress tortures me as memories take me away

how can i ever let you go

please don’t fall in love until i get over you

you’ll break my heart even more

you’ve found my lost spirit; it is yours, has always been

your presence courses through my veins

i long to love you like you want me to

the obstacle is nothing we cannot overcome

but only with each other are we able to conquer it

you shiver with expectancy, urgency

i know you need me, why won’t you admit

you lie to yourself, saying i mean nothing

we both know the truth, cleave unto me as i do you

the one thing i can’t live without

is the one thing i lived my whole life for

i have waited for you for so long

and i still wait

eternity may come and go

my soul will not rest

you tease me with mere morsels of love, joy

i beg you to give me your all

i can feel you in me so much

you satisfy my entire being

i yearn to fulfill your desire

why won’t you allow me

i have grown weary and insane

but still i find strength for you

you are all i have ever needed, wanted

i wish i could make you see i belong to you

ask anything of me and i will

your existence lingers; taunts and intertwines mine

never engulfing me, just like the ocean tide

is this the price i must pay for you

the heartless love

deep searing emotion / stirs me to the core

my desire overwhelms me / my rationale begins to lose control

your mere presence moves me

your looks caress me / your touch soothes me

how I ache to have you completely / wholly / solely

Yet my heart you will not take / it’s the only one I have to offer

the abuse the hurt the pain / have left it in disrepair

the loves lost have torn / the loves hidden have bruised

the loves rejected have beaten / the loves forced have scarred

But I give to you all I have / to take, to keep / to shape, to mold

Take me and hold me

love me as we’ve never known

But take my heart please / for it’s too much for me to bear

my failing heart can take no more

It bleeds / It weeps

As you walk away / the light dims / and darkness rushes in

and I am as I was before

A decrepit, wretched, lost soul

forever longing / eternally searching / for the one

who will take my heart / who will take my life

as ugly and horrid as it is / and show me what love is

what love can do / to make me believe

in what I’ve not know / in what I’ve not felt

As your presence fades / life seeps from me

I realize

that I never

had a heart to give